No, a true seeker could not accept any teachings, not if he sincerely wished to find something. Be he who had found, could give his approval to every path, every goal; nothing separated him from all the other thousands who lived in eternity, who breathed the Divine.
When I read Siddhartha for the first time, I couldn’t understand what this passage meant. Or rather, I didn’t want to understand it. At the time (maybe 2-3 years go) I thought of myself as a budding Buddhist, seeing Buddhism as really the end all be all of spiritual paths. Indeed, that Siddhartha had met the Buddha himself (in the story) and yet had rejected him as a teacher I found to be personally a little insulting. This is how much I had identified myself as a Buddhist.
Fast forward 3 years later and a second reading has proved to be much richer (perhaps that is how these kinds of books are meant to be read, after long intervals throughout a lifetime). Siddhartha’s disillusionment with teachers I now share as well, to an extent. Perhaps this is also what Herman Hesse found prior to writing his novel, that he could find no suitable teachers and thus concluded that “wisdom is not communicable,” that to awaken one had to find is own way independently. I sense there is much of Herman Hesse in Siddhartha and yet as a Westerner, I can understand where he is coming from.
However, I think the Tibetan tradition advocates the opposite approach. That not only is awakening communicable (through different lifetimes even), it is bestowed upon you through empowerments and teachings, through total surrender to a guru who leads you to the final goal. There are even meditations where the teacher will “point out the mind,” which I’m told are moments where he will somehow alert you to your essential nature as clear luminous consciousness. Of course, these kinds of things they may not have had in the Buddha’s day, and Herman Hesse probably never heard of them because Tibet was closed to world when the book was written (pre-1950).
by “reading” do you mean listening to books on tape?
Comment by Zach — March 10, 2007 @ 6:40 pm
So how does truth arrive to a seeker?
Comment by May — March 11, 2007 @ 1:09 am
Wallace recently described Bachelor (Buddhism without Beliefs) as trying to basically turn the Buddha into a version of himself — a 20th century agnostic. Kind of similar to what you are saying about Hesse and the character of Siddhartha. Not that this is necessarily bad…
Comment by Zach — March 11, 2007 @ 7:52 am
Great thoughts! I agree that Siddhartha is one of those books - like Dharma Bums - that should be reread every few years with life experience and hopefully a bit more merit to shine the light of understanding a bit clearer. I think its helpful to remember that at least relatively - everything is interpretation. Keep up your searching, for the truth is infinite and hidden in no-place, and so cannot be arrived at (thats what they say). Much love!
Comment by Timothy Hinkle — March 12, 2007 @ 4:28 am
“Are you sure it was a book? Are you sure it wasn’t…nothing?”
- http://jpetrie.myweb.uga.edu/Quahog.html
What you’re doing with the banner is good.
Comment by Patrick — March 19, 2007 @ 8:10 am
Nice blog! Remember my trip in this area in the summer 2003, on the way from Labrang to Kumbum, following the path of Alexandra David as described in the letters to her husband. Only spent one night in Tongren, but remember a quite “terrific” disco where some English teachers had brought me too.
Comment by 龙蟠 同学 — March 21, 2007 @ 7:24 pm